1. |
Clear My Head
03:51
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Smiling with my eyes closed
Makes me believe I'm actually happy
As long as I see your reaction
While my thoughts retract back into me
If for a moment you see who I really am
Then everything I've fought for
Fidelity lost by my own hand-
-in-hand with whatever thoughts
I let ruin relationships before they start
I guess my own head rules my heart
Almost every day now
I’m missing something important
And every single day I
worry about my mind and how I'm losing it
You look at me and tell me I'm completely fine
And all these dissolutions are just a waste of time
The difference between this man and the boy you knew
Is promises you make me
I know now are true
Maybe I might mean something to you
I choked and I know
Lied to myself and sank the boat
And Your perfume is like a rope
Wrap it around my naked throat
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2. |
20 Year Chip
02:06
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Too afraid of things I can't control.
Lost in my own world, attached to the soul.
Comfortably hiding where my fears couldn't find me,
until I got caught.
Running away
when I get confused.
Pulled at me from every direction.
Lost my connection to everything I knew.
Showed me the truth that I had to see.
Dragged me out of the lie that convinced me
there was nowhere else to go.
I wish I had more life to show.
Pulled at me from every direction.
Lost my connection to everything I knew.
But you knew better.
That I was Your son.
And at the end of everything,
I can come home.
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3. |
Just Not Good Enough
03:20
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I know you're better at pretending like you got life figured out.
Everything's so sweet cuz' I got the bad taste out of my mouth.
While you're laughing with your friends, getting high and hanging out,
I've grown up and watched your whole life go south.
But I'm the laughing stock
and I'm fine with it.
Cuz' you're moving out
while I'm moving on.
Remember when you called me your friend?
Don't you get tired of living the short end?
You took all your drugs and your pills first.
Swallowing the whole truth hurts.
But I'm the laughing stock
and I'm fine with it
Cuz' you're moving out
while I'm moving on.
Honestly, I've got to be honest with you...
You're trading your family for things you could abuse...
But I get it,
you say you, "regret it..."
"and there's nothing you can do."
So forget that I'm calling you.
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4. |
Losing
03:51
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I remember eating lunch,
watching my mom paint the walls in our kitchen
and my dad telling me to stop crying
cuz' theres none in baseball.
Catching ghosts; scaring my sister every time
she left her room.
Wish I was a kid again,
learning how to play pretend,
Because things in life seem so much easier,
when you don't know how they work
Protected by the ones you love,
the later make you hurt.
Laughing at yourself when there is no-one to laugh with
you.
Opening doors for strangers the way I was taught to
In life, it's just things that you do.
monotony and routine are the best ways to make a living.
Growing up, is forgetting new friends.
Why can't I breathe?
Why's life so cheap?
Now I can't sleep.
because my friend is six feet deep.
I remember your name
only a week after we'd hung out.
And my parents told me I'd never see you again.
You were with Jesus and I wasn't allowed to your funeral.
I guess it all works out in the end.
You made me realize how this life works
Pain and separation,
tearing at us since birth.
I got to see one more day than you.
And I wonder if God had to choose?
If He had to chose between me and you.
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Can't get away from anxiety
in my lungs.
Fortify my desire to come back home
is wasting away with me.
It's like a look-back in the mirror
Constantly seeing yourself much clearer
Nothing's changed at all
Grew so much last fall
Haven't seen you since you were a kid
Wish it hadn't come to this at all
You grew so much last fall
Locked up, in a safe
Made by the choices I make
to keep everyone out
Fake confidence is making me
forget about my self doubt;
Burned bridges, friends that used to be...
Inconsistency is making it's bed inside of me
Remind myself that being loved,
should always be free
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Bicycle Inn Attleboro, Massachusetts
Boston, Massachusetts.
Declan Moloney - Bass
Noah Aguiar -
Guitar/Vocals
Dylan Ilkowitz - Guitar/Aux Vocals
Gilmar Perez - Lead Guitar
Shane Muir - Drums
... more
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