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THIS TIME AND PLACE IS ALL I'LL EVER KNOW

by Bicycle Inn

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1.
Can I keep pushing? Already lost feeling in both legs My arms are dead And my brain, I’m sure is next Will I remember to Make it all official With all my friends This year the changes I’ll make The differences I’ll endure Just to be somebody new Pretend every choice is a choice I’m happy to make Is it true? and you’ll see through the Face that I put on The one that sets a standard I have to keep Just For you
2.
Leap Year 02:14
I want to be substantial. Feel the effect of just a single word Is that too much to ask for? Coping with, intimate distractions Day in, day out Same parts, Two halves Killing myself over meaningless words Intended to hurt Sticks and stones and I’m losing myself over A temporary home
3.
I want to feel the feelings People feel when they wake up Every morning with a purpose Followed by a morning cup its been a mess for quite some time keep it quiet; kept it in line Hoping one day I’ll find some relief For a headache I can’t seem to shake From me Is it true things are exactly what you want? there’s no bruise behind an emotional front Is it proof things are exactly the way you want? So tell me To smile so You can pretend that I’m happy In your own mind go out on any limb For the sake of Soldering your own lies That I’m wrong And I’m blind But you’re strong Purely refined Well I’m not buying it... There are things that are so easily missed. Tell what could be the risk? Of ignorance in all of your bliss. Name me; disdain It still hurts the same No one is to blame Seeing all but the frame
4.
Leatherbound 02:59
Can You tell me This was always the plan? Organization to every last word that I read. Every night I felt wasn’t worth it A purpose that I lacked Was found in those verses. I can’t deny, You’re always right It kills me to admit that, The truth was never hard to find My eyes were only shut too tight I’ve been a mess for days more than the fingers I can count How long I’ll last with constant doubt A habit, in my mind There’s was a hole that was filled Back at 7 years old; With my mom at the kitchen table. I’ve had Your breath in my lungs A sign to stay alive What if I had taken my own life?
5.
There were flowers in the field behind your house Arranged in patterned decadence Life was blooming all around Quiet and bare The thoughts that you shared “If I died today you think anyone would care?” Last night I dreamt That you hadn’t called Panic took the place of peace Sent me running down the hall Drove all night Pulled up to your house Fire burned your bedroom But no sound had left your Mouth What’s the point of living If I’m meant to die alone? How am I to know? you think maybe it’s God who wants me home? Just let me go. I don’t want to call If It’s too late for you Made up your mind This Life’s second rate Mindless repetition Same old mistake Of believing everyone here has a place I wish belonged here What’s the point of living If I’m meant to die alone? How am I to know? you think maybe it’s God who wants me home? Just let me go. What’s the point of breathing If Im wishing It would stop Someone take this cup If suffering is my portion without love Let it be slow What’s the point of feeling If Im always feeling numb? Has it always been rough? If God’s so good Then why am I not enough? I’m ready to go.
6.
Uprooted; unbruised Worn in; worn through How many miles I slept In the backseat of a car A part of you was left behind The same day leaving scars I can remember those nights I spent watching Lynch in bed Birthdays aren’t the same When things are forced to change Old familiar spaces; new pictures are set in the frames. Finally realize, there’s no one left to blame Guess it’s time to let go The Semester here is gone Reminisce the side of me That couldn’t stay strong Smoking by the window Indica 2 is on this cold November breeze Hopefully won’t last long I can remember those nights I spent Words I wish I’d said... Friendships aren’t the same When things are forced to change Loss of loved ones; family pets Permanently forgetting names of the rest
7.
Pine Box 02:38
So here is what you stole from me My comfort and security A friendship once; now enmity A liar’s words you sold with ease I’m wishing you the best but hope the worst Still comes to you I hope you realize one day, All the pain you put her through Can you move on someday And finally tell yourself the truth? There was nothing left to lose So you went for 2 Falling asleep Traumatic release Rinse and repeat It was never easy She’s never had a second thought About you... From the first moment you masked the truth —It’s always been about you Forgive, forget it’s all that’s left —It’s always been about you There was nothing left to lose
8.
You can ask me why I keep Tripping over cracks Easy ones at that Those I forgot to fill Cut it any which way It’s my fault I get it You can witness my thoughts Tearing at me; Rip apart the hull It’s standing there so clearly In absolute fragility Arms outstretched Grasping for what’s next What the hell is wrong with me But I guess It’s enough To give up It’s so unstable This ground that I’m breaking I keep telling myself to move on Narrow paths to walk along Comfortable in this shelter The foundation isn’t strong I know It won’t be lasting long
9.
In Memory 03:11
Tragedy Why can’t we be friends? You kept on taking When i just need to see their face again Another funeral, another life is spent keeping promises To someone who won’t know I did in the end The worst nights Are when I forget I can’t call you to let you know You’ll always be in my memory I guess I’ll stay home and I’ll give myself to sleep tonight. Maybe I’ll swap that thought; a drink or two would serve me right I wish I had the words For your family to start fresh Again A clean slate Like your name plate A keep sake Lillies by your grave Why? Just knowing that you’re gone It’s not fair, it’s all wrong It's all wrong. For the first time I’ll fall asleep tonight And the worst part is I’ll just forget eventually
10.
20 Sided 03:16
Wrote stories with no purpose Going nowhere; into nothing Told to those who’d care less Protagonist’s address In the pushing and the pulling Of what we’re all doing here Opportunities to monologue Overruled my critical attack Listening with intention Just to cast a wall of force While learning every story A perspective change of sorts Us telling it together Made the party stay on course While they were moving forward I grew closer to the source The burden wasn’t mine alone We held it up together As long as we kept moving The stories told themselves I found out what I needed feeling more like myself trusting my whole life on the roll of 20 sided dice I’m Letting go of my control Even if I lose my way again A better story is written in the end
11.
I’ve never smoked a day in my life But I bet the feeling’s the same Smothered in warmth; an elixir depth of feeling when I hear my name Called in a voice, so saturated... With melody and calm A burning yet so familiar An addiction without qualm Killing me, ever so slowly Sweetly, evaporating Reminiscent, tracings Smoke on my jacket The feeling of wrapping My lips around paper Thin regret Now I am smoking And the promises spoken Your absence keeps me awake Killing me, ever so slowly
12.
What is left of everything Separation, 6 degrees cost of life’s worst deprivation loss of my own motivation to cope I’m not scared anymore Late nights Lost fights Constant thoughts of Fearing death is always knocking; waiting for me just behind the door Truth in Conscious of turning myself into someone so afraid of stagnant life I’m not scared anymore I’m not scared anymore When is it okay? To worry about the morning making it through the night Was always an option

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THIS TIME & PLACE IS ALL I’LL EVER KNOW”, the debut 12-track-album from Massachusetts based emo outfit Bicycle Inn, explores themes of existentialism, abuse, life purpose, and the death of loved ones in a curation of sound from all members collaborating effortlessly together. Recorded in the span of a month with Gary Cioni (Crime in Stereo/Daytrader) at Sound Acres Studios in Southern New Jersey, the members spent 4 weeks refining the sound portrayed on the album with the guidance of Cioni in order to deliver an album that truly reflects the feelings felt within the lyrics and tonalities.

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released March 24, 2021

Recording and Mixing: Gary Cioni (Sound Acres Studio)
Mastering: Mike Kalajian (Rogue Planet Mastering)
Released by SUN EATER RECORDS

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Bicycle Inn Attleboro, Massachusetts

Boston, Massachusetts.

Declan Moloney - Bass

Noah Aguiar - Guitar/Vocals

Dylan Ilkowitz - Guitar/Aux Vocals

Gilmar Perez - Lead Guitar

Shane Muir - Drums
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